Terrible day. That's what I have been repeating in my mind today. And indeed feel terrible right now. Its funny how something which is not even a part of your life can have such a deep impact on your immediate psyche. Don't remember the last time I felt so deprived (if that's the right word). And god damn it. Its ridiculous. Here is a person whom I haven't even spoken to till now, whom I know only by her photo and still the latest development makes me feel like a terrible loser. Again after so many years, i find myself repeating the words 'if only'. Again I find myself wondering what if the other possibility would have happened. I really feel pained right now. It's funny when I analyse it myself but can't help it. Shit!! Fuck. Don't even have a person that I can speak to right now and who will make me feel better. What has life got in store. We'll see!! What else.
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