I so wanna..

So once again the urge to write has become sufficiently strong to nudge me out of my lethargy. There are so many times when I feel that I should write something. Something that I would be happy after writing, something which chronicles the life and times of me at this stage of my life. Something that I will be happy to read later in my life when I am not a bachelor, not a kid living a strangely happy life with his roommates cum best friends. And yes I do reflect on these times even now as I am living them. Don't know if its strange or weird but I do feel grateful at times for having had a chance to experience peace. But today the trigger of my expressions is going through the album of my friend Dev and going through the pics that he clicked when he was in J&K. The pictures were all good to my untrained eyes but that is not what hit me. What i started thinking is gosh there are so many things that I could/should/wanna do. (now i am not someone looking for some grand escape from life.. Nah, not until now).

I so wanna travel and have this one vacation. A vacation of which I have thought for such a long time now that its not even funny. I so wanna go to the mountains. To sit and just see the sunset, the sunrises, the people, the absence of them. Its almost crazy because the vision is so surreal that I am not even sure that a vacation like that exists.. But i do wanna pack my bags and go for a week with just 2 of my friends.

I so wanna gym. I so wanna have a leaner, fitter body. Six packs someone!! But I really wanna wrk out and wrk out hard. Now i know its not as grand as a vacation or something and that If i so want it I can easily get it but still..

I so wanna settle down professionally. I have felt like a student all over again this last one month. I have not had the peace to read, to just relax and let my hair down. Its not that I am unhappy or something but its just the realisation that I can't wrk in the current job forever which kills me. And I know that the day I find a job and the day I move out of Chennai is going to be a rather sad one. For I will be saying bye to some people who are more than friends to me..

I so wanna let my parents know how special they are to me.. I may not be able to tell them when I speak but boy do I love them!!

Are there other things that I want to do.. Become more religious, do some social work.. May be fall in love as well :P