The last few days have been different, very different.. They have perhaps been the most intriguing and in many ways, one of the most exhilerating days of my life.. Days which have witnessed a different me.. Days which have witnessed a new side, a side that i never thought was possible..Days which have been happy and tantalising, Days which have seen me smiling alone like a moron, days which have seen me suffer in a bitter sweet agony.. The last few days have been beautiful..
How can a person suddenly develop such strong emotions.. Emotions which are so inexplicable, emotions which are so surreal.. How can a person feel that strange sort of divinity which lifts him above the mundanities of life..How can a person want to express so desperately without caring about any rules of the world..
Yes, for the first time, I feel such a terrible urge to express.. An urge which is all consuming, an urge which is all subsuming.. For the first time in my life I feel so honest and so fearless.. Yet for the first time in my life i feel so incomplete..
And for the first time I feel absolutely no control over my emotions.. emotions which definitely have something vicious against me.. What else can justify the mutiny of these million emotions within me, a mutiny against which i am so helpless, a mutiny against which I offer no resistance..
Still the last few days have been wonderful.. Days full of discoveries.. days when i have experienced true surrender, days when i have been humbled, days when i have experienced pandemonium in the middle of solitude, days when i have found calm in the middle of pandemonium..
How can a person suddenly develop such strong emotions.. Emotions which are so inexplicable, emotions which are so surreal.. How can a person feel that strange sort of divinity which lifts him above the mundanities of life..How can a person want to express so desperately without caring about any rules of the world..
Yes, for the first time, I feel such a terrible urge to express.. An urge which is all consuming, an urge which is all subsuming.. For the first time in my life I feel so honest and so fearless.. Yet for the first time in my life i feel so incomplete..
And for the first time I feel absolutely no control over my emotions.. emotions which definitely have something vicious against me.. What else can justify the mutiny of these million emotions within me, a mutiny against which i am so helpless, a mutiny against which I offer no resistance..
Still the last few days have been wonderful.. Days full of discoveries.. days when i have experienced true surrender, days when i have been humbled, days when i have experienced pandemonium in the middle of solitude, days when i have found calm in the middle of pandemonium..
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